How could we be so blind - I've lost you

Can I be blamed?
For the fact I've lost the way
Is it that strange?
I don't know who I am

I'm laughing and crying
Dancing and falling
Singing and screaming
All at the same time

Is it the ending of times?
The moment that the world collapses
We're all going to die
We're fading away now!

The thought of you
Sends shivers down my spine
There's no denying
I should stop believing

What have you done?

The torn up letters
Spread out on the floor
The leaves of a rose
Thrown away in hate

The drawings on the wall
The anger and the pain
The never spoken words
And the messed up chances

What have I done?

The screams in howling winds
The forgiveness never given
The weakness and selfishness
The curse put on us all

What have we done?

All the people with empty eyes
The fading light of our life
The burned out flames of hearts
Our world is already frozen

We haven't done anything at all
To overcome this faith

How could we be so blind