You said I could come round tonight,
I guess that that was just a lie,
I wish that you were here with me,
If you were I wouldn't have to cry.
When I'm alone the problems come,
Flooding me with tears,
I know that this must sound so dumb,
But my nights are filled with fears.
My days are slowly getting worse,
No one seems to care right now,
I guess my life is just a curse,
I want to change but I don't know how.
To you I must be such a bore,
I see the looks upon your face,
It looks like you're just doing a chore,
And I see you brace yourself just in case.
In case I touch you, like I have a disease,
A disease that will make you be like me,
Or maybe it's in case I don't leave,
And then you'd be stuck, pretending you're happy.
If you feel this way, why not just say,
Just let me know how you really feel,
Before you end up snapping one day,
And I suddenly realise none of it was real.
