Dad

Why can't my heart see,
What my head knows is so true,
The fact that you love me,
And what happened you can't undo.

I know that I should feel bad,
And in a way I do,
But no matter what I tell myself,
I know I don't miss you.

And yet I miss having a dad,
Although it's something I never had.

I watch videos about lost fathers,
And it always makes me cry,
I feel like I lost mine long ago,
Though I only just said goodbye.

You're not the man I loved,
Or the man I thought you were,
I guess I finally realised it,
When you started loving her.

And yet I miss having a dad,
Although it's something I never had.