Love or Lack

I need to get away
from this place that lives inside me
Whether by your love or lack
I must break these bonds that bind me

If by lack I am to be set free
so many words will not be written
Not to mention moments that lay foreseen
in the mind of a fool be-smitten

I've no doubt I'd carry on
as time attempts to mend me
But how long would I remember
the woman who bewitched me?

With brightest smiles from your face
that illuminate the dark
To continue on without them
my shadows would be stark

Stalking on behind me would be
a memory that me from nothing built
To think its on without me
brings thoughts of blood un spilt

But should it be in love I'm rescued
from doubt and what beyond compare
It should be as if the morning sun
anew would come repair

So delve within yourself and seek
the answers to my question
Is it be or is it not
a feeling that's worth mention?

If it be beyond you
to give answer to my pen
I bid you to reiterate
and read these words again

I pray to God you listen
to the beating of my heart
That's beaten and has faltered
at your name as from the start