What really happened?

I suppose you can never tell,
if u jumped or if u fell.
Was u screaming for my name?
Was you in alot of pain?.
Did you die straight away?,
Or was u fighting just to stay?
Was you drunk, a whole mistake?,
Or was it your own life you meant to take?,
Did you think you had to leave?,
For me to stay alone and grieve.
Did you climb upon the tower,
just to think for an hour?.
No matter what i Love you so....
But the answers to these questions, i will never know!

Love You Dad x