I never thought I'd make it this far
I swore by my 17th birthday I'd be dead
I walk this earth as a living zombie
Just me and my heavy head
I never thought I could hold out this long
This shit just keeps on piling on
How much of more this can I even take?
How many more tries before Im gone?
How am I still here for this long?
I didnt think anyone would ever care
I thought I was invisible or a ghost
Or a just a tiny voice going nowhere
I dont know how much longer Ill be here
Im fighting a war I just cant win
Ive never been so tired of wanting to live
When will it be my day to give in?
