My eyes well up
Yet tears don't fall
I feel like crying
While at the same time rejoicing
How can anyone see through this fog?
How are you not confused like me?
These crazy emotions
Tear me up inside
Should I be happy?
Should I be teary eyed?
Why won't these sad songs help?
Yet peppy upbeat songs depress me more...
I want to scream
While staying completely silent.
I don't get how anyone can see anything
When I can't even see my hand in my face.
Tell me what is wrong
Update me on how to fix myself
Because I'm so lost
So confused
Nothing makes sense to me anymore
I can't see through this fog.
