The past

I'm so wrapped up in the past that i let it get in the way
Of everything, just everyday

People don't understand why i can't trust and i build a wall
But it's only because i don't want to fall

When someone you thought you could trust hurts you
it's hard to ever trust again even though you want to

I know that the past is the past
But when you had one like me it's hard to forget so fast

I wish i could explain to him why i am afraid
but i am too ashamed to say, maybe he only wants to get laid

See now that's my problem because i know
i know he loves me and he isn't that low

But my trust issues get in the way
because of my past which interferes with everyday