It were as if...

It were as if ... she were bought on this planet to put me down
She was the beauty of everyones eye
and i was the friend on her side
She got everything she wanted...and started to take mine

As if everything around me was a competition
I was fighting an everlasting losing battle

It were as if she were the over shadowing me..
Something i needed to change
A challenge in life i had to succeed

It were as if i was living the life...
And everyone else was just part of my life..
As if every corner or step i took they were there watching and judging me

It were as if i never existed...that part of me is still not whole..therefore i am not anything...