CONFUSED so confused

CONFUSED so confused
I'm confused, not sure what I should do,
Because one minute I think I love you,
and the next I think
I hate you

You've hurt me in so many ways,
But stupid me kept playing your games,
I'm not sure why,so I'm just going to lie,
And say I was confused

You told me you loved me and I thought it was true,
But I was wrong, so wrong
You just let me stand here in the blue not having any clue

I have so many feelings bottling up inside,
I wish I could just run and hide,
And forget about what I feel inside,

But no, you won't let me,
You just keep playing your little head games,
And stupid me keeps running back

Maybe because I thought I loved you,
No, I know I loved you,
But you hurt me used me in so many ways,
That now you just left me confused

All I can say is I'm starting to hate you,
in that special kind of way
only because I love you

And I can't stop thinking of you,
But you have left me confused,
and hurt me in so many ways
that I want out of this stupid little game

So, I'm leaving you for sure
I hope I don't fall once again,
But I'm confused,because it's your heart I want to hurt and not mine

I'm tired of being lied to and taken for a fool
I'm saying this with regret..
I HATE you but I LOVE you,
But really I don't know because you left me for a fool and now I'm just so totally CONFUSED!!