Too Much to Bear

Sometimes this Pain seems Too Much to Bear..
More and more Problems Coming to Light,
Problems that are Pushing me Closer to the Edge.

I have to Wonder
How much more of this I can Take.
How long do I have
Until I Collapse from this Pain,
Or Before things get Better?

Life's Burden Hitting with such Force,
Weighing me Down.
Keeping me so Alone,
So Afraid.

My Future still a Compromised Question.
My Happiness becoming a Fading Memory,
An Old Dream.

I'm not Perfect,
Regrets running So Deep.
The Mistakes I'm still trying to Fix.
(C) Kenzie Farrer