I cant stand to see you two together
it tears me apart
of what wholeness I have made of myself
You two take away what I have built
And leave me with nothing
It kills me to see you hold her like you used to with me
Shouldn't I see something more?
Something better than what I saw in you?
You love her more
Why doesn't it show?
You hold tightly
And seemingly never want to let go
Sounds similar to me.
And for her to say she loves you
It makes me laugh
As to why
Who knows.
Maybe its because I didn't think she has the same feelings as I.
But yet my feelings may be too deep.
Deeper than love.
Is that possible?
I didn't think it was possible for my life to get this hard.
So I guess it may as well be.
You two seem happy.
And to see you happy makes me fill with joy.
its been awhile since Ive seen you like this.
So I plan to be glad for you.
If she is the one for you.
I will live.
With the lost of this love.
the first love hurts the worst.
But I will learn to live with it.
Another thing that I would do just for you.
Shouldn't that mean something to you?
