Its time

It hard for me to say or think this about this
but my heart is right and its time to listen
its time to let you go
i cant be with you
i cant hold you
i cant hug you
i cant even kiss you
my desires will never happen and
it pains me to think, say or even mention it
but it kills me to know i have to believe it
..........
i cant love you anymore and thats final
no more fallin in love everytime i see you
hear your laugh
see your lovely eyes in the fire
no more
i cant
its over
you were my first love
and i wanted you to be my last
......
not happening
goodbye...