I Have No Idea

I have no idea
What's going on with me and you
You haven't called in a week
Going on two
And today is my birthday
You were supposed to call
So now I'm all alone
Feeling so small
Like I don't matter
Like you don't care
Know you've got to work
But I know you could spare
To take a few minutes
Out of your time
To say Happy Birthday
See if I'm fine
I have no idea
Where we'll end up
Don't know if I should wait
Or just give up
Cause I just can't handle
To have my heart broken
I know I may seem desperate
Or even outspoken
But is one little phone call
So much to ask
Is it that much trouble?
Too big of a task
I just don't understand
What's going on with you?
I want to tell you off
Say we're through
But I just don't give up
Quite that easily
I won't leave you
If you don't hurt me
This relationship
Isn't working out right
Even though we haven't talked
To begin any fights
I have no idea
What's going through your mind
I need some answers
A way to find
Out what's up
If we're really through
Leave you
Something I don't want to do
I've called twice
In those seven days
I've missed you
In so many ways
But I won't let myself
Call you anymore
It's all your fault
If my heart's tore
I'm sorry if it
Just doesn't work out
But I'm not setting here lonely
Trying to figure things out
Either call me sometime
Or come over and visit
How we used to hang out
I really miss it
There's no excuse
On why you couldn't call
Even for a second
I wouldn't mind at all
I'd feel so special
If you stayed awake
Just for me
What a difference it would make
I just don't know what else
I'm supposed to do
I've done all I can
So it's up to you
Fit me into your busy schedule
If you want me bad enough
If not, whatever
I'll stay tough
And it's not that I don't care
It's more like you don't
Could call me for a second
You just won't