I love you.....no i don't

I thought maybe having that special someone in my life would be a dream come true
now that i have him i wish he would do wrong things that the others would do.......

he talks to me for hours on the phone sends me messages just about everyday,
another wouldn't even return my calls, wouldn't even care what i would have to say........

this boy tells me i'm his inspiration and without me he can't be
another would have girls on the side and his theme song is "you must not know bout me"......lol

Listen he writes songs about me and tell all his boys that he is in love
others would never even put me as a ring tone and tell his boys of me he had enough......

NOW he is the one who is every girls dream boy, so why can't i continue to be happy??????
and why is it that now my dreams is of a heart breaker and i feel like that is all i want for me?????

Baby my mind wants me to be happy, but for some strong reason my heart won't
so the other day when i said "i love you"......well i don't