There's something I needed to get out
And the one person who I felt could know
Was the one person who I didn't want to lose
Was the one person of whom this is about
I fell in love with this guy, who was special to me
I had a good friendship I cared so much about with him
He was the one person, no matter what the problem
I could turn to him for anything
He never tried to impress me, yet somehow he always did
He tells the truth, he speaks his mind
Never hurt me and no matter what he said or did
Changed the fact that I wanted him to be mine
He always brought me up when I was feeling low
Whenever I was down somehow he'd know
I sometimes tried to hide my feelings
Yet somehow he'd get them out of me
I used to see him every day at school
Now I don't see him at all
I've tried and tried to get over him
Yet I keep on thinking about it
Every time I think about school I think about him
I think about the secret I hid from him so long
I think about "did I make the right decision?"
I think about when I seen him he'd be my only vision
I never told him the truth about how I feel
Because he's married and a newby father
I didn't want to make things difficult for him
I put him before I put myself
Towards the end I gained these feelings
It was so hard seeing him every day, yet not tell him what I was keeping
The last day I seen him he said he was leaving and I cried
He asked me why I was crying, and I lied as to why
To this day he still doesn't know my secret
It was my decision not to tell him and not to let
Him know the truth about me
I feel in love with him.. mine I want him to be
I made a promsie myself and my friends
I wouldn't let my feelings get between me and him
If ever I was to see him again
I'd never tell him, I don't think I can.
