My Smile (Sequel to My Brother)

(Sequel to My Brother)

Hi brother
Nice to talk to you again
I know this maybe dumb
But my friends think I'm insane

Ever since you're gone
I had troubles along the way
They say that I shouldn't be living like this
Smiling every night and day

But I don't see the big deal
People all aways say to smile
So why is it a problem now?
Why do I feel like I'm put into trial?

Is it a crime?
To smile like this?
Then why do they say
That this shouldn't exist?

I'm just trying to move on
Is that so hard to understand?
I'm trying to keep holding
I'm trying my best to stand

So brother
What should I do?
Show them my identity
Or cover what is true?

I prefer the second
But I guess you'd be mad
Still, it's my decision
I know, It's sad

I'll try to show
Some of my pain
To the others that care
But for now, I need it contain

(This is a sequel to My Brother. Yes, it's almost like I'm making a story, I know. Please read/rate/comment.)