Lying awake in my bed,
all i could think of was things you once said,
How could you do this?? leaving me here so cold & alone? I miss hearing your voice on the phone.
Unable to breathe and feel,
My body has gone numb,
It feels like you've left me here dying slowly from this broken heart and this is just your game of fun.
Bloodshot eyes from so many tears,
I try to convince myself why i fell in love with you, although we've been together for months, but it felt like years.
My bleeding heart, unable to heal,
time has passed still hurt and broken,
this heart of mine won't seal.
It feels like a thousand blades have slashed my heart,
If only i could just SEE, TOUCH, KISS & hold you once more.
A thousand pins stick in my heart,
unable to move or breathe,
this pain is much more than a paper cut,
As i try to hold back these tears just lying there knowing you never cared, thinking that you once loved me and everything we once shared.
I look down at my wrists, looking at scars,
that real my past, I'm not talking bout grazers..they're razor cuts.
I begin to cry and wonder why? why? you hated me so much,
All i wanted was to be yours...if only you knew how i miss your touch.
My eyes have become bruised from many sleepless nights,
You blamed me for everything and said anything to just start a fight.
With all the memories that won't fade,
You've left my world with shades of Grey,
and left me feeling worthless,
My body now covered in more Bleeding Cuts & Purple Bruises.
