Falling through the midsts of time

I raised my arms,
A tear fell from my eye,
I pulled myself forward,
And fell into the nights sky.

My hair flowed back,
Into my face,
All the memories came flooding back,
Even the stuff I wanted to erase.

As I drift towards the ground,
I think of the past,
Of my forbidden love,
And how it ended all too fast.

He was in my arms when he died,
I heard his final breath;
Without him I am nothing,
So now I welcome death.

When I was young,
My one true wish,
Was to be a bird and fly,
But I did not imagine it to be like this.

I raised my arms,
I feel my flowing hair,
When I am dead and gone,
Please mask my icy stare.

The fresh air was flooding my lungs,
The soft breeze soon turned cold,
I hit the ground hard,
Maybe this was my fate, and had already been told.