My..Suicide..Note

This harsh world's fate
Was just too much for me to take
Not another day could i spend
I had to put this pain to an end
Too many nights I sat alone crying
Too many days i spent trying
Mistake after mistake
No more could I take
I'm sorry Mom; I will miss you
But please believe me, this note is true
It's not a joke, a prank, or lie
I'm sorry Mom but I had to die
I'll climb the steps to heavens above or the Hells below
Where ever I was ment to go
And when I'm in my deepest slumber
While I'm buried six feet under
All these thoughts will be running through your head
Asking yourself what your going to do now that I'm dead
Listen to that voice in the back of your mind
It will be telling you to remember how you use to treat me all the time
Mabey if you would have treated me better
You wouldnt be reading this letter