Outside i was suffocated with yells
inside i was abandoned in thought
within the ability to be strong
there was a weakness
IT WAS MY WEAKNESS
and it controlled me
my every decision it choose
i did not speak up
i did not; i was afraid
it would put me down; and never show my frown
it was never to be shown
an absence from within
forever never known
placed just below the skin
it was not revealed in expressions
for it also controlled my tears; continuously they would flow]
it would control my every thought; and make me think of pain]
my smiles; forced
my laughter; not voiced
i would fight
and i would kick
i would cut and i would pick
but it never did quite work
b/c HE was stronger and it hurt
i could no longer breathe; i was never to relieve
the love he stuck inside me
the pain he drove reminded me
i loved him; but now he's moved on
to another girl; who's life will be gone
this poem is about a special experience of mine............i don't like talking about it, so i wrote a poem that says it all.............please leave a comment and tell me what u think..it means a lot to me..........thanks ~Miranda
