They Will See

by silence   Jun 12, 2007


I'm so depressed
I could shoot myself in the head
I wish so much
That I was dead

Away from the pain
Away form the sorrow
Enough of the worrying
And dreading tomorrow

That way someone else
Could be a better mom
And in my heart
Just set off a bomb

My boyfriend could find
Someone he could love
And I could make sure he's ok
From high up above

My boys deserve better
Better then me
It's really only a matter of time
Before they will see

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  • 17 years ago

    by Just Lucy

    No they don't!!! they don't deserve better because you are best! there is no better than you, your caring and loving and you put others first all the time, Its when you put the bullet through your head that they deseve better and you wont do that to them, you can still watch over them just here on the ground, like an angel without wings. Ashleigh, your son needs you and loves you, I can tell from his smiles on all the photos I have seen him in. Your a beautiful person and I trust you know whats right in your heart. everything will be ok, maybe not today or tomorrow, but when it is good, its worth waiting for.
    I <3 you hun!!!

    Lucy

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