I don't understand my life,
Why I cry away my nights
And want to sleep through my days
I want my life to be normal,
Not some scary nightmare
I feel so alone in the midst of it all
I feel it even when I am with people, not physically alone
There are thoughts in my head,
That rethink what has been unsaid
All the things I want to say
But if I did no one would listen,
No one would care,
And it would solve nothing
Inside I am screaming
And being torn down more each day
I'm sick of being ignored, lied to, and avoided
I don't want it to be this way,
I wish my life was just part of a play
I want to feel something,
rather than being empty and alone inside
You look at my face but you won't see the truth
You see the face that hides it all
The face that is hard to show
Times are so hard and I cant make it alone
I want to not feel this why
why I do, I don't understand
