Props to pain

Waking up seems so hard anymore,
I can't be happy like I was before...

I'm not sure why I feel the way I do,
Maybe I'm tired of the stuff I've been through...

This life I'm living turned into a nightmare,
Somewhere I've grown to not even care...

And I cannot seem to figure out why,
That I don't want to do this, I don't want to try...

I lost the people who i grew up with,
They say it only gets easier - i find that to be a myth...

The people who I began to trust,
Turned all of that into a painful dust...

And my bruised heart is just one big scar,
Family is evil and I can't accept how they are!

The one who changed my life around,
Is hiding alone, not making a sound...

SHE walked away and she left me all alone!
She left me when I needed her most, and now I'm on my own!

And i don't think it is ANY fair!
To say you look at me as a daughter when you don't care!

Mis-happens keep occurring one by one,
My life has permanently erased the word "fun"...

It seems that once I get back up, i fall down again...
This continuous play never seems to end!

The final scene is on, the finale is coming on,
It's time to get off this rocky path I've been stumbling along...

The finale is done, the lights go down,
This is it, this was the final round...

The curtains close, the show is done,
Props to you Pain, you have won...