A New Chapter

I'm giving up slowly.
I'm taking my time.
Every chance I get,
is a waste of my life.
I've stop for my reasons.
i hope i'm going insane.
Cause this life is to painful,
to much for the fame.
I don't understand
how I can be only one person
when people keep yanking my
arms in numerous directions.
I'm trying to break free but, I feel
so held back, diversity is calling
but lacking my interest.
I ask my mother once or twice.
am I perfect in your eyes?
no answer to reply just a motion
in given lies.
So I turn to my father,
I hold out my hands.
He's got lots of confidence
would he mind sharing it?
Of course he turns down the offer
and passes on with his life.
I feel like i'm walking trying to
catch up with the flight.