Every day I wonder
Will I ever find a guy?
Or am I just so ugly
I make people wanna cry
I cant look that ugly
I mean look at my dad
But everyday that goes by
I think that, that's so sad
Everyday I wonder
Is my life worth to live?
After all that I've been through
After all I have to give
What did I do wrong?
Was I dropped on the head?
Is that the reason why?
I want to be dead
Everyday I wonder
To myself that I will kill
I just can't do it, just cant
Though the pain is there still
So I come home from school
And pick up my gun
And I say to myself
That today is the one
Today I wonder
As the gun is in my mouth
That in a few moments
That I will be going south
So as I start to pull the trigger
As the same time keeping my cool
I finally press the button
I did it wouldn't you?
Now I can never wonder
And for that I'm really glad
Cause my life is finally over
No more pain, no more sad
