My Nightmare

Sometimes, I don't understand myself
I can't see the light
I only can see the darkness
Feeling it
My past is continuing to haunt me
It is trying to fright me
Today, I'm laying down on my bed
Feeling a cold air around me
Breathing outside and inside
Covering my blanket on me
Trying to make myself warm
Trying to sleep in peaceful
Even through my nightmare are frighting me
They still wake me up all the times
Trying to look for a beautiful, calm dream
Tonight, I will try to find myself
Looking for myself
Who am I?
What have I became?
This is not who I am
I'm not the person I used to be
Tomorrow, I don't know what will happen
I don't care
Trying to sleep on the bed
My secret lies are alway coming back for more
Fighting them away
My lies are not going to be kept anymore
They will die in sunshine
Trying to sleep on the bed
Trying to fight my nightmares away
Trying to find a peace dream
Sometimes, I just can't take it anymore
Make my nightmares go away
I just can't take it anymore
Who am I?
Make my nightmares to disappear