Don't say those words

I miss you's and I love you's
aren't meant to go to waste
especially not on me
I'm just a waste of space

Don't say those words
No one cares
I'm a loose cannon
a ticking bomb, no one dares

to get close enough
to disarm me before i explode
i guess I'm not worth it
i guess it goes to show

How little a girls life can mean
to someone who carved
her initials in their skin
how unimportant her heart is
as she's bleeding on the ground
how pointless her feelings actually are
to the boy she used to love
how terrified of him she is because

He holds her by her shame
and claims her with his mouth
curses her with his words
and leaves her full of doubt

She's been blackmailed
into a loveless relationship
with a person that wouldn't even cry
if she killed herself tonight
because he's more interested in
-other- things to realize
she's choking on regret...

and if she doesn't breath soon
she'll lose her breathe of life..