Love but Hate..

I love you but hate you which one should i choose?
If i choose the wrong one i don't want to loose.
Should i love you because you've treated me so good before?
Or should i hate you because you don't love me anymore?
You've broken my heart so many times
and i think its about time that i make up my mind.
You used to give me your kisses and most of hugs
you thought it was short term but you found real love.
I thought this was forever till you found that pretty girl
and she crashed and burned my perfect little world.
now i don't love him and there's only hate.
That girl messed things up for me only for a date.
Now i wipe the tears that i have cried.
And i will walk away happily and no longer hide.