I don't know why I couldn't say it.
I don't know why it was so hard.
Couldn't pray about it
Cause its evil to the lord.
So what? I like a man
I know it's not a sin.
But in a society of zealots
Its a fight we cannot win.
Apparently I'm evil now.
Just for wanting what I want.
To hold him, kiss him, love him
All those feelings still haunt.
Mother please don't be angry
Father don't deny you have a son.
Sister don't desert me.
Brother don't bash for what I've done.
All I did was live my life
The way I've always felt was right.
Is it so bad to want to be loved,
To be kept warm at night?
Wrapped in his arms I feel safe
I feel like I can take the world.
And when he's in my arms,
I feel our souls entwining, swirled.
And when he smiles at me
I can see happiness for years
And when his brown eyes meet my green,
Its like there's no such thing as fear.
You cannot possibly understand
Because you forsake who we are.
You don't have to accept it,
But its our love thats gotten us this far.
I'm no longer scared of you
And the way you're so "Anti-Gay"
I don't care if my love for him is Forsaken
I'll take my lumps Along the way.
