I've watched it all happen
Through my own eyes
Now looking through yours
Trembling as she cries
A strong resemblance
To the one I hate the most
My own soul is leaving me
I watch her as she goes
The knife in my hand
Wasn't meant for you
I needed a way out
And didn't know what else to do
No apology strong enough
To take back what I've done
The real me isn't here enough
To change who I've become
My tears tell a story of their own
But it's not a tale you'll get to see
Because when the story erupts from my eyes
You won't be standing here beside me
Undeserving your forgiveness
Until I can force you to forget
And even if one day you do
I'll still hear your screaming in my head