Too Free

by Jeannette Lopez   Jun 13, 2007


We've only had one argument
In the whole year we've been together
And that was of some stupid little thing to you
But to me it was so much more.
We agreed to never argue again
For fear we would drift apart
So we'd stay quiet the whole time
Instead of speaking our minds.
But now I feel something in me
That makes me feel uncomfortable
I'm feeling way too free...
But for some weird reason
I kinda wish I weren't.
I know it's a good thing to us both
But to me it's no longer right
I know I can trust you
You know you can trust me
But that still doesn't stop me
From feeling threatened.
Threatened that you might meet someone else
Who might be smarter, prettier, funnier
Maybe even perfect...
My guy friends know that we're together
They know how much we love each other
And they've given us our space
But when it comes to your "gal" friends
They won't leave us the hell alone!
As I walk towards you
Some b-tch climbs in between us just to hug you!
When we're finally alone
Someone else interrupts us!
What will it take for us to be alone?
Why are they always there?
Can't you see by the look on my face
That I don't like that?
I admit it, babe,
I can get really jealous.
I know we agreed that
We didn't have to be together all the time
Amd I'm glad you still stick with me
But I feel like we're just too free.
We need some restrictions
Maybe some limits
I don't like to do them
But I'll try if you will.
The thing I need now, though
Is the courage to let you know.
I'm afraid of telling you this
For fear that you'll think I'm a b-tch
I don't wanna be the jealous monster
Because I don't want you to think
That I don't trust you, I really do
It's just I don't trust them!
And if they ever get the chace to do something
I feel like I won't be able to do anything back.
I don't know, baby,
But I just feel too free
Is there any way to change this?
Or am I gonna have to end this?

*Written: 6-12-07*

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