A Twisted Fate

I fell on a blade, the sharpened knife.
This is the shadow of my life.

Alone i die dark and Grey.
I hope you all remember this day.

For it is cold, filled with hate.
Who'd thought this was my fate?

Fallen deep a loveless soul.
In my heart a darkened hole.

Cutting deeper, filled with pain.
Nothing left for me to gain.

Now i go and hide myself.
Putting my feelings on the shelf.

No new originality.
Nothing flows from me.

My pain is fear.
Built up over years.

So now I end what I can't begin.
Against myself I can not win.

I beg you please,
Help set my heart free.