I Want you!

Tears of foolishness
seep through my closed eyes
visions of pain
slice through my inside

torn apart and ripped to shreds
sanity's slipping and
its covered in red

ever time i think of YOU
i feel like I'm about to
drown in the knowledge
that i cant feel w/o you

I feel so helpless
so outta control
and YOUR the reason
i feel so low

when I'm in your arms
your breath mixed with mine
i loose control
of body and mind

nothing matters
but being in your arms
until the mirror shatters
and i feel alone

YOUR the reason
i want to bust out in tears
i feel our relationship ending
and I'm pushing it nearer

i want to cry on YOUR shoulder
and for you to tell me its all right
But YOU push me away
and I'm running outta fight

fighting
for your heart
for your love
for everything i had before
for memories
for selfishness
for everything iv ever done
for your hand
for your mind
for the love i wish i could hide
for your words
for your heartbeat
for what i lost and can never retrieve
for your arms around me and the love i want you to give me
I'm fighting for us!!