I Hate Sharing You...

What you brought upon me was misery
worrying about you all day
annoyed because you totally confuse me
and annoyed because I won't say what I want to say

When you say I love you
I can't 100% believe you, because those are just words
I can't tell if you are are true
because, somehow, I always feel hurt

I hate the way you're so sweet
and the way you always understand
I want you, mines only, to keep
to put up with all this, I don't think I can

It hurts so much to the bone
knowing you love me and someone else too
I want her to go away and to get her own
but you love her, so i guess i just have to share you

I thought i could finally be free
to stop having these selfish thoughts
because it can totally drive me crazy
because you don't know that i'm stressing a lot

Because i'm getting sick
lovesick if you may say
trust me, i won't be able to handle it
knowing you love another too day after day

* wrote this last night... couldn't help had to let it out...