Can i love again? i want to! i want to feel warm and to be loved, but is that possible at this point in my life? i hurt! oh i never imagined that a person could hurt this bad! i no longer remember how it feels to love and be loved. i loved him! loved him with all my heart! then i found out that he never loved me! he was just using me. now i want to love another! he told my friend that he likes me and would never hurt me! how do i know if hes telling the truth? i have believed my first love and found out that it was a lie. how do i know if he will use me or not? after my first love i told myself not to love another. if i did i might fall into the same trap and then go through this again. i dont know if i could bear it! to hurt this much again. i don't know if i could take it. what to do? take the chance to love and be loved or let it pass by and not take the risk of being hurt again? please someone tell me what to do?
