More Than You'll Ever Understand

Please come back,
you're spirit is not lingering.
It's supposed to be free,
and within my soul.

Where have you gone,
you're not returning.
I need you back,
You wouldn't believe our struggles.

You're death is causing all of us tears,
you didn't have to die.
It could have been worked out,
your fears could have been forgotten.

But you will always be remembered,
we will think about you again and again.
You won't be left out of a discussion,
we'll live and breathe your name.

My walls are covered,
only with your pictures.
I miss you so much,
I can only dream of you.

I need you more than you'll ever understand,
I need you in my presence.
My mind is not withholding you,
only your pictures are ever seen.

You hurt your loved ones and friends,
all we do is wonder.
What we could have done differently,
we all really loved you.