Have You Ever?

Have you ever cried so hard,
That you thought your eyes would bleed?
Have you ever been on your own,
In your hour of need?

Have you ever laid in the dark?
Wishing the sun would never rise,
So that way no one would ever see,
The pain locked behind your eyes?

Have you ever been in a crowded room,
Yet felt you were behind a one way glass?
No one realises you are there,
Donâ??t even look your way as they pass.

Have you ever walked along a beach,
And thought about walking into the sea,
Just so no one would need to know,
How he destroyed you completely.

Have you ever cut your wrist
Just to make sure you still feel?
That youâ??re not just a shadow,
That you are still real.

Have you ever sat in a corner
Just staring into space,
With that unreadable look
Splashed across your face?

Have you ever locked a secret away
So that it destroys you inside?
So you canâ??t face anyone,
All you want to do is hide?

Have you ever screamed
Cos it hurts so much inside?
Crumbled, and honestly felt,
That part of you had died.

Try feeling like this each and every day,
Just because you are too scared to confide,
Too scared to tell the honest truth
Just in case they thought you had liedâ?¦