I'ts Too Late Now

You said you loved me
and wanted to give me the world,
if i would only say yes
and be your girl.
we were together for so long
i was always smiling,
but neither of us had any idea
as to what the future would bring.
we moved away from everyone
to the middle of no-where,
i changed everything about me
even dyed my hair.
i became who you wanted me to be
rather than staying true to myself,
but you were so good to me
the first one there when i needed help.
what you didnt realise
was i needed so much more,
i needed to know you loved me
i needed to be sure.
you used to tell me
every single day,
that you loved me
in every single way.
then you just stopped
and i didnt know why,
but everyday you seemed
to be the reason why i cried.
you took me away from my family
you took me away from my life,
out into the middle of no-where
it got so cold in the nights.
something between us changed
the magic was gone,
so i started wondering
if it was time to move on.
i came to see my family one weekend
i was only back for 3 days,
but i was so much happier here
i didnt want to go away.
the day dad took me to he station
the train was about to leave,
i looked down and noticed
the puddles of tears on my sleeve.
i looked back at the platform
dad was still standing there,
but he couldnt see me
so i sat back in my chair.
i didnt know wether to smile
because i was coming back to you,
or cry because
it was all i could do.
you picked me up
when i got off the train,
and i started questioning myself
would i ever see my parents again?
later that week
we got into a fight,
and i just kept thinking
this cant be right.
i rang my brother
him and dad came and got me that night,
after 21 hours of driving we got home
and everything felt right.
i didnt want to leave you
but there was nothing i could do,
i couldnt be that far away from my family
even if it meant leaving you.
i wanted you to love me
but you didnt know how,
well all i can say is...
its too late now!

This poem is dedicated to my ex-boyfriend.
we were together for a year and a half and he wanted to move to another state, i went with him but after about 8 months regretted it. i came back home but i still miss him. not a day goes by when i dont think about him.