My Secret Unseen

I had a bad day
But nothing is all I say
Not like it matters anyway
No one ever listens to a word I say

I have my cries for help
But they are always delt
Like a joke...
Guess what... I HOPE YOU CHOKE

I've begged for someone to see
What's bothering me
I can't just flat out say it
Why can't someone see it!
I haven't been to hard on hiding it!

It's not easy to talk about
Not like you care; you just ignore me
I'll never have a good day
Till someone knows...

What I wish I could say...