Sitting here in the darkness
thinking of my life
what have i done so wrong
what have i done so right
why am i sitting in pity
when in reality ive done nothing bad
my emotions get the best of me
my only thoughts of life are sad
did i really hate my whole life
or is it all just a phase
i go from day to day not remembering every detail
just remembering the stupid games
people are not nice and relationships are not perfect
this is something i know but cannot accept
i keep staying in my own little dream world
where no one has any defects
sitting here in the darkness
thinking of my life
maybe all this thinking
is something ive finally done right