Someone who cares

I am lost and helpless
I need someone selfless
To listen to my cries
Know how hard I try

To be accepted by my family
For someone to finally see
that I've always tried
when they unconsiously rejected me- I cried

Never in public
Never infront of a living soul
When I cry I cry till sick
When my insides are having a duel

I can't do that infront fo you
Because I'm afirad of what you will do
I'm afraid you'll accidentally say something wrong
Not care... do nothing

I pray for answers but all I get
Is a headache a will to forget
Friends online try to talk
My news will only shock

Can't keep up being this way
Things I need to change
Someone needs to help me rearrange
It has to end today

Just do me a favor ...

Fine me someone who cares