Rain

It's so beautiful when it rains.
Broken inside myself.
I pray that it will drown away the pain.
Breathing just to die.
Hurting for the sake of someone's else's lie.
I keep asking you
Why, Why, Why
Never getting an answer
Just getting through
By cutting my own flesh
By crying my own shame.
I'm so dead to you
But not to the rain.

Forever it seemed
That you were apart of me
Now I see
You were the only part that made me bleed.
You made me
Hate me
Feign just to be
Apart of your world.
Now the rain calls
And I'm giving up.
You cheated
And now I'm dead
A messed up child
Is all that's left.

I feel so alive in the rain.
Complete inside myself
It always brightens up my day
I've been forgotten
Since the day I breathe my last breath
I forgave you
Now forgive me
Forgive me for what I've done
I know taking my life was wrong.
I thought you wanted it to be through
I was nothing to you
But a pretty face
I'm drifting off
Into the mist of the rain