Is it worth the pain?

My pain is hurting the people around me

I don't know where to turn
I try to look pasted the presant
point

I turned to the last thing possible
Not knowing if I was going to make it through

I kept thinking it worth the pain
Nobody cares

But noticing
one by one my friends were disappering

I was dragging them down
One friend at a time

Had no place to turn
except hiding

I was wearing big baggy clothes
Not caring were I was going to end up

I know everyone was giving up on me
my parents didn't even know

Kept telling myself your not wroth
living
Or Nobody loves you

Is it worth the pain?
Pain felt good
Knowing that everyone gave up on me

Not knowing where or when
I was going to die

Sucided was at the top of my list

At night I wished I would fall into a deep sleep
Not ever waking up

Knowing That no one would come to the aid

Knowing my future is already down the drain

The one guy I liked doesn't know I like him

Even more reason To go through
the pain

Is It Worth The Pain?