Why..

I sit here in this place I'm suppose to call home,
It's not a home though
It's not my home
It's not your home,
It's not our home..
Yet you want me to treat it as my own..
You forced me to move away from all my friends,
From my family and my life that I loved so much
You think I'm happy, but I'm really not, and I wish
for once, you could see that, Why don't you, my father, see that this smile is fake? my words are fake, my laugh is fake.. You don't see any of it..
You yell at mommy like its her fault,
you treat her like sh*t and she takes it all ,
do you not see how you're hurting your family?
are you that blind?
Why do you not get, I'm not like you daddy,
I don't hate life or the world, or people..
I don't hate school, I don't hate music
You put me down with every word you say to me..
yet still, in the end.. you want me to be happy..
I can't daddy. I can't be happy when your tearing
me down with every word that flows out of your mouth
I can't put on a real smile, when I know my mommys
hurting because of you..
Don't you see, your pushing me to the edge?
Don't you see, that I'm about to break?
Do you care? Do you care that your only daughter
is hurting inside?
You know nothing about me daddy..
You don't know my favorite book
My favorite song..
Did you know daddy, that I have a boyfriend??
Did you know, that I cry myself to sleep all night??
Do you care?
All I want to know is why..
Why did you force me to leave happiness..
Why do you not show you love me..
all you want to do is yell.. like its my fault..
I'm sorry I'm not perfect..
I'm sorry I'm not the A+ daughter you can brag about
but daddy, I'm me..
Why can't you accept that..
Why?