Life Is Not Peachy

Everyone needs to find a way through life. Everyone needs to feel happy. I want to be satisfied. I want to take off my broken wings. I want to feel free and be able to fly again. But I can’t fly tonight. Don’t know how to be right. I don’t think I’ll ever win this fight with whoever decides my path. I sob at the feeling of emptiness. I plead for forgiveness. I am willing to find the way, but when I try I fall back into the pit. I don’t know how I feel right now. I don’t want to see me. I shut away from the light and curl up in fright. I hide away from this spirit that’s misguiding me. I am misunderstood from the people who know me. I am shameful on this life that you say is peachy. Life isn’t sweet. Life isn’t what it should be.