Ordinary Thoughts

Jealousy has got the best of me,
I can only imagine, what I cannot see.
What does she have thats apparent to you?
I'm missing that something.....If only I knew.
I could change my ways and stop the lies,
Because I want you more than you really realize.
I'm psyching myself out by saying we're done,
But truth be told, we have only begun.
My heart screams want, as my mind says no,
Yet some how, some way, I cant seem to let go.