I feel so empty, so alone, so afraid.
Recently its been getting worse, so much worse,
My head filling me up with so many thoughts,
Thoughts of what I want, what I need
To be happy.
Everywhere I look I see happiness,
Couples kissing, holding hands.
Jealousy sweeps over me so quickly,
Why can't I have that,
Why won't someone love me for me,
And save me from this loneliness?
I see people getting on with life,
Content with who they are, happy with themselves,
Knowing who they are and what they want.
Why can't I have that,
Why can't I find myself amongst this confusion
And discover what I want?
I'm so scared of this, I don't want to be like this
Anymore.
I feel this will last forever,
And I will never be happy, be content,
Feel love, feel myself,
Feel life.
