After everything,
All the pain,
All the lies.
Everything was my fault.
I finally realized it
And decided I should let go,
I decided your happiness was more important.
So I left.
But something was different.
I wasn't the same person.
I grew stronger.
When I was with you
I let out everything
You were the only one able to crash down my walls
The walls that I spent my whole life building up
They were able to break in a split second.
And only for you.
But I figured out that when you say your feelings,
Your opening your heart to rejection.
To heartbreak.
Its the stupid mistake that many make.
Its the ultimate way to end up broken
But now,
what I don't understand.
I left you.
You came back.
After everything I did.
Why?
What made you want that life again?
I just don't understand.
And you promised me this time around,
it would be different.
We wouldn't get hurt again.
You promised me.
You PROMISED ME.
Promises are meant to be broken right?
I should have known,
I should have been more aware.
I guess I always saw it coming.
That this time around,
You would be the one to leave
What goes around comes around.
I got what I deserved.
A broken heart,
But a stronger mind.
It just make me wonder.
What if this time was different?
What if it actually worked out?
