How can I stay but how can I leave?
This place has a hold on me.
Sometimes I wish it wouldnt hold
But then where would I go?
If I didnt have here Id have to go there
I dont know where. There...is where?
Is this heaven or is this hell?
Sometimes its hard to figure out.
Its blissful and its hard.
But its where I want to be without a doubt.
Im happy then Im sad
And I dont know what its about.
Its quiet and wont give me any signs.
Then it wont stop and gets a little too loud.
Sometimes I want to cry
Then a laugh is what I try.
I dont know who Id be
If I was anyone but me.
The ups and downs come and go
The highs and the lows
Is this heaven or is this hell?
Sometimes its hard to figure out.
Its blissful and its hard.
But its where I want to be without a doubt.
Im happy then Im sad
And I dont know what its about.
Its quiet and wont give me any signs.
Then it wont stop and gets a little too loud.
Theres nowhere else Id rather be
Than in this life with you
And you and you and you and you
And especially you and you.
No matter how hard it gets
Where else would I be?
I need to be in this life
And I need to be me.
